Lamer nyer tak tulis blog nie..hehehe..what can i say..writing isnt my forte though I have so much things I would love to share here. Alhamdulillah yesterday was my second trip in performing umrah since I started work here. All praises due to Allah for His invitation and the smooth journey. The first trip when I performed the umrah with other staffs, the feeling was different. I guess that time I were so distracted with what happened before till I lost my focus. Astagfirullah Al Azim, Allah the Oft-forgiving may He forgives me for being so impatient towards His test. There were lots of thing going on and sometimes I feel like I have lost my touch and feel disconnected from Allah. The devil is trying to make me feel I was not being loved by Allah. I have to stay strong, Allah always love me..no matter what happens, whatever written for me is for the best. Allah knows the limit I can afford. He is testing me out of His mercy, love and bless. So everyday I will keep on telling myself, Hey dear heart..Allah cares about you so much, through trial He teaches you to stay strong..He wants u to be closed to Him, u shed ur tears inside and u made dua everyday, u recited Al Quran, You asked Him to dispose ur affairs towards comfort and ease.. U were astray, U lost and u stumbled but u refused to stop so u kept on walking hoping ull find the correct way back.. cant u see..how His love takes u back to the correct path?
Always remember HEART, u re never alone in this world. Allah is always there for u. He Loves u so much and He never abandoned you. U must have faith in Him. Put ur trust in Him, Tawakul MinAllah. With Allah Will, everything will turn out fine, InsyaAllah.
To my heart,
Imaan
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